Thursday, September 24, 2015

vacation

I hadn't had a non-maternity-related time off of work in something like two years. We went to California for a week, and MAN was that nice. I was stressed about traveling with a 10-month-old, but she was a champion.

September 18, 2015. First time with her toes in the sand! Those swimming lessons paid off, in that she wasn't scared.

We spent some quality time with Jon's entire nuclear family enjoying cottages on the the most beautiful United States beach I have seen (Del Mar Resort within Camp Pendleton) in San Diego, then drove to Ventura (Jon's hometown) and met up with relatives and friends, and visited the resting place of our baby. 

Ro had a lot of firsts:
  • First time on an airplane (a few very brief rough spots, but she did really well and took a 1.5-hour nap)
  • First time eating In N Out Burger (only fast food she is allowed saved for the rare Portillo's treat)
  • First time in a long car ride (took us FIVE hours to get from San Diego to Ventura, but we had to make a 45-min pit stop due to a meltdown. Ro glares at us at the mention of "carseat" now.)
  • First time seeing the ocean
  • First time frolicking in the ocean (assisted) with her cousin, D
  • First time (helping Mommy) roast a marshmallow over a campfire for a s'more
  • First time sitting in the sand with Aunt and tasting it (the gross flavor and texture did not deter her from trying it again)
  • First time climbing three (!) flights of steps at her Aunt A's house completely unassisted (and with great vigor)
  • First time meeting her great-grandmother
  • First time staying in the "Penguin Palace" room her Aunt Madelyn made at her grandparents' house
  • First time eating sushi (she LOVED baked salmon and the seared tuna; the teriyaki chicken and rice were just ok)
  • First time going to the church her daddy grew up attending
  • First time eating guavas from the tree in someone's yard
  • First time petting animals (a bunny and a cat), and learning to say "cat"
  • First time going down a park slide (perhaps the daycare lady has taken her--but to me it was a first)
  • First time actually waving with purpose (favorite person to wave at is her grandma).
  • First baseball game at Dodger Stadium (next will be Wrigley)
  • First hilltop sunset overlooking the ocean (and remembering her sister)

There were probably more, but she had a blast. It was a really great trip we will cherish forever.  

 The Dodgers lost, but it was still a fun time. September 21, 2015. Ro: almost 11 months






Thursday, September 17, 2015

fruit and flowers

Jon, this anniversary (lounging on a beautiful beach) is going to be really tough to top. But even if the ones to come are full of laundry and homework, it'll be nice just to be together. I love you.

Photo by SecondPrint Productions
This was the best day of nonstop crying I have ever had. 




Saturday, September 12, 2015

uncle

Long before I had any babies, long before I got married, long before I even met Jon, I told you that I will teach my children to address you with the Hindi honorific for mother's brother: Mama. It doesn't sound correct in the U.S., where a lot of kids call their mothers "Momma," but I am beholden to tradition, and you're not just some chump off the street that our people would call "Uncle." You hated that idea. Feet were virtually stomped. Voices were raised. There may have even been a threat to teach my children any number of foul words if I made good on my promise.

February 12, 2015. Ro: 3.5 months, Brother 32.5 years.

And what has happened? She is tangible now. You've been looking into her eyes for the last ten months. Today, she could call you "boogerface doodyhead" and you'd still try to get the moon for her. She tries to say your proper name, brother, even if she can only manage the first syllable right now. And while the photo she likes to kiss most is her own (as well as any mirror she encounters), she finds yours the second-most kissable. The rest of us--you know, the ones who wake up with her in the middle of the night, handle her excrement-filled diapers and sing 40-animal-verses of Old McDonald at a time in hopes she will sleep--are still waiting for our photos to be so blessed.

That she does. May 17, 2015. Ro: 6.5 months.

I used to tell people I had an idea what it was like to be a parent because of the way I have always loved you. And now I can confirm that I was mostly right--the only thing missing with you was the gripping terror that I might do something to screw you up (that was for mom and dad to worry about). The first time Ro looked at me, kissed my face and said "Mommy" was the most amazing thing I have ever experienced. But every time I look over and see you holding her, with so much love between the two of you, my heart threatens to burst. Sappy. So, so sappy. And sloppy. But real. 

Being a Mama looks good on you. My wish for you is to find the fulfillment that you so very much deserve in all parts of your life. Happy birthday, brother.