careful what you complain about

I was settling down to tackle more of the projects I have going on when I got an email saying they'd no longer need me to do one of the monthly tasks I'd been handling since July. It wasn't a ton of money, but for some reason hearing that it was gone sort of put me into a panic.

I am still trying to figure out why it's got to be so black and white: I'm either working 24 hours a day or unemployed. I think it's time to start getting creative.